My Name is T'Rina, otherwise known online as MsXXL.
I am a BBW, Big Beautiful Woman who has a large free website dedicated to helping others see the beauty of big women. I may not always be happy with my size but I always believe that I have RIGHT to be happy, to be treated well and to be given respect.
I am also an Artist, a crafter, a voracious reader, Gothic babe from Boise Idaho as well as a decent caring person (that one is always important) Unfortunately I also suffer from Borderline Personality Disorder as well as Manic Depression and Anxiety, all of which tend to be very hard on my self esteem, there are times when I know I am a sexy vibrant person deserving respect and happiness, and there are times when my illness underminds all of that to the extent that I wonder if I can go on.
This Blog has evolved from random thoughts and information about my life to include the story of my on going journey to learn to live with my Borderline Personality Disorder in a way that will someday allow me to be happy and content and not suffer crippeling self esteem issues everytime I start to care about someone or something in my life.
I know many other people suffer from both BPD aad Bi-Polar and I hope that in some way I may be able to help a little.
I honestly feel I am teetering on the edge between light and dark, happiness and sorrow, stability and illness. I believe I finally have a way out and I hope I can stick to it and I hope that you get something out of my journey as well.
Any Ideas or questions???
Ok so here I am just rambling along writing about any old thing that comes to mind and I have to wonder do you all have any QUESTIONS for me, stuff you want to know about or even just topics you would like to know what I think about them.
Feel free to tell me in the COMMENTS below each post and I will try to address them as quickly as I can
