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Friday, September 30, 2005

This Wednesday 

I recently bought a new pool cue, I got a graphite composite cue worth $50 on sale for $20. I love a good bargain.
Wednesday my friend Mark and I went to a local bar and watched a blues band and played pool, I seldom drink so it is cheap for me to go out to bars. Poor Mark is trying to teach me to play pool but I am not very good at it.
We came home kind of early cause Mark was not feeling well which worked out for the best because another of my friends had just gotten some bad news and needed some company so we went for a drive tot he reservoir to look at stars and talk. Man it is cold early this year and we are in for a cold winter.

Friday, September 23, 2005

Hell week 

I have been stood up 3 times this last week.
And that is not counting the one that I am pretty sure was a mix up and the one where they let me know they had to do something else.
No I mean strait out stood up, asked to meet someone and then they don't show, don't call and even refuse to answer their phones or e-mails. I mean sitting there in a public place waiting for someone who never shows.
And yeah after the second time I cried.
I got stood up for a movie and dinner tonight by someone I had already been out with, someone who confirmed they wanted to go out with me only the night before. I cried and then went to the movie with my friends.

By the way CORPSE BRIDE is a really good movie.

But I have to wonder what is it about me? What is it that makes people think I don't even deserve the decency of a phone call?
Do I have "dispensable" written on my forehead?

Thursday, September 22, 2005

Learning to play 

One of the things I have been doing this last month is learning to play pool and darts. One of my friends, Mark, bought me a set of darts and has been teaching me to use them and to play pool.
Today grandma called and said that this sporting goods store here in town had $50 Pool cues for $20 so I went over and bought one.
I really don't play well at all but you have to keep playing to learn how to play, one of the problems is I have so much knee and foot pain it throws me off balance.
Wednesday night I went to MULLIGAN'S downtown and played pool and hung out with friends, I saw all the guys from my Monday night RPG there except Jeff who has had his daughter most nights. They are playing All Flesh Must Be Eaten a zombie game for two months so I am taking a break from the game so I have really missed them.
I think I am a sex addict...lol or at least a flirt addict, or maybe it is cause I am at the end of my cycle but all night I could not stop looking at men and wondering how they would be in bed, I don't get PMS, I just get horny.

One post in 4 weeks 

Wow time slips away from you if you let it.
I will try harder to keep up with my blog.
basically this last month has been a lot of pain, my arthritis is pretty stable pain wise but I damaged a nerve in the opposite foot and it feels as if I am stepping on a knife tip, it reminds me of the description of the Little Mermaid where every step was pain like walking on pins and needles.
Anyway I could try to tell you all that has been going on this month but it is too much of the same old same old. Lets just say I am still waiting to move but it should happen before the end of the month and I still don't have a boyfriend other then that and the pain life is alright actually.

Tuesday, September 13, 2005

Monday night 

I actually watched an entire Monday Night football
game last night, this is what I get for hanging out
with cowboys... though Ryan and Drathen were there
too. We went to Clab Savvy to play darts and low and
behold it is Monday night, football AND a lingerie show
at half time.

Ryan won a toy...POUT no fair